It has been 2 years 24 months 104 weeks 730 days 17,520 hours 1,051,200 minutes 63,072,000 seconds without you. I have cried each day since you left. It has been 730 dinners we ate without you and days I haven’t kissed you goodnight. Every passing hour, minute and second I wish I could have you back. It has been that length of time I’ve been healing and grieving and can’t seem to make progress. Losing a child destroys you. It has made me someone I no longer recognize. Every day I ask you to give me the strength to get up and carry on. You are my sweet soul, my angel and my heart will never heal. I love you forever, Bud.